My First Love

He took time to enter my life
as he did to leave
we were quick to a want
to not lose, so we held on
only to lose yet gain
an emotion many speak of
but never feel

the Journey back with you on my mind
i wonder where i am,
where i would be had we remained
and what our lyric would be inspired of
and such the instrument that would bellow the sounds
of us.

the Bitty and pieces of our lives
knowing that i would never be the same
continuously sighing because i feel that pain
of the love i did want and felt so satisfied with, though
you didn't give it all

for now, i feel that i would never find what i had
and i won't be happy;
not because i do not wish to be happy
but because you made me unhappy

maybe we are unfortunate to share our lives with our first love
or perhaps our first love has their own first love
and the decision to part makes it hard to understand
why we were
why did we happen
why did we not?